Life, Brazil and Resilience!!!
Flamengo, Rio de Janeiro, Brazil: 24 degrees, warm, sunny and slightly overcast. It is Thursday, and another denial from Google to allow the site ‘the long gringo’ to be monetised. I think it is now the 3rd or 4th denial, but every time, after we find something else that needs to be done, something else is missing. Every day, we […]
Flamengo, Rio de Janeiro, Brazil: 23 degrees, warm, sunny and slightly overcast It is the middle of the week, the middle of the month and the middle of the year, and I feel I am at a turning point in my life. Obviously, I know what has passed, where I am, but more importantly, where and what I want in […]
Flamengo, Rio de Janeiro, Brazil: 25 degrees, hot, sunny and with blue skies. It is Sunday, and I always like to say that Sunday morning is reserved solely for me. Nobody knows my name. It is not Dad, Richard, love, etc. Nobody can call me or ask me to do anything. It is my time, and it is good. It […]
Flamengo, Rio de Janeiro, Brazil: 23 degrees, warm, sunny and overcast. And again, it is Friday. It has been a long week. Yesterday, I received a short message from Julie and answered, but we both know there is no future. She has two of my jumpers and a Panama hat. When I go back to England, I will ask for […]
Flamengo, Rio de Janeiro, Brazil: 25 degrees, hot, sunny and stormy at the end of the day. It has been 2 days since I went no contact with Julie. I feel guilty, but I also think it had to be done. I am not proud of it, but I felt I needed a break, and the constant sense of being […]
Flamengo, Rio de Janeiro, Brazil: 22 degrees, warm, sunny and slightly overcast. I am still a little shocked by what happened yesterday between Julie and me, and to make matters worse, I went no-contact with her. I could not take any more of the stress, the lack of peace and respect, and the feeling of being both manipulated and taken […]
Flamengo, Rio de Janeiro, Brazil: 23 degrees, warm, sunny and slightly overcast. A Monday of difference, two major decisions, and upsets in my life. One is both good and bad, and the other is very good. Firstly, I finished with Julie. We had been talking since last Thursday, and although it was OK, it wasn’t the same since I have […]
Flamengo, Rio de Janeiro, Brazil: 24 degrees, warm, sunny and slightly overcast. Julie contacted me yesterday, or on Friday. I can’t remember exactly, but it was the first time in almost a month. She asked me to call her. I did, and the conversation was a little cold at first, with both of us a little defensive. As we began […]
Flamengo, Rio de Janeiro, Brazil: 24 degrees, warm, sunny and slightly overcast. Today has been a delightful day spent at the Rio Yacht Club with my daughter, Yasmin, and friends. Early in the morning, both Yasmin and I got up and went out to exercise. Before going to the park, we stopped by the Portuguese bakers for breakfast. We both […]
Flamengo, Rio de Janeiro, Brazil: 28 degrees, hot, sunny and slightly overcast. It is Friday again, one more day in my life. It is good because it shows that I’m still alive and still fighting for what I want. Yesterday I had an online meeting with Alex, the web designer and programmer, so from now on he should be putting […]